I miss PITA, she helped me keep my head above the water when I was not doing to great job at it myself.... I need to get my poop back in a group. A winning lottery ticket would be helpful... I am worried that if I give up the shop all together, I will feel like I did when my Grandmothers died - I was in an emotional black hole for months with both of them. It won't be the same I know but I am worried none the less because already everyday all I want to do is stay home and cook and clean and hide. I will admit, I am getting a little worried about me.
I read a quote about Pinterest today. Same goes for my blog. I wish CH would read and look at who I am, I don't think he really knows. I am no sure it would help him but it might, a little. I tend to keep everything in - well not everything. I love to write. It is a safe and easy way for me to talk about how I feel.
"It hadn't occurred to me that such an online service also would be a window into me for my husband who sees me every day."
I have a huge list of what I should be doing and I am spending all of my time here - or reading blogs or pinning. So off the frickity-frackin' computer and onto more productive things!